Sunday, December 20, 2009
ie lost mye lurpb ones !
wat a bad dae tûdae cause stino ask fer bweak n he stead wib mei2 syster。
hais ..
ie dun qv a damn bout it。
bt it realie hurts mye hart wen he ish nw wib another qerl。
cause ob mie not chanqinq n qvinq hym a hapie n wonderful relationship n duinq alot ob wronq tinqs tû hym untill he made up hys mind tû bweak wib mie n qo wib dat qerl。
hais ..
bt watever it ish ie still lurpb hym n will wait fer hym even hw loonq it takes。
my lurpb fer hym will still b dê same n it wont chanqe even a bit。
juz wish hym qud luck wib her n last loonq wib her。
hais ..
nw ie patch back wib mye ex aidil spade。
iem wib hym nw n hys mye pwoperty n no others !
bt wat ie wan ish stino not aidil in mye lyfe。
hais ..
ie dun even no y ish it hard fer mie tu listen tu watever stino sae bt it ish easy fer mie tu listen tu watever aidil saes。
ie admit dat ie still lurpb aidil wen iem wib stino bt ie lurpb stino more den hym !
hais ..
reqret wat ie did tu stino bt it ish tu late fer mie tu du anitin else n move on wib mye lyfe ryte nw。
hais ..
hate myeself, hate mye lyfe n evelietin bout mie !
wtf !
full ob reqretness bt it ish tû late fer mie nw !
hais ..
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
no mood ..
feelin down tudae cause ob mye hubbie。
he dun even wanna eat or wat wen he find out dat he is sick。
nt qonna tell wat sickness it is。
ie told hym dat no matter wat, ie will still b wib hym, ie still wan hym n ie will lurpb hym。
hys sickness doesnt matter tu mie bt wat matter is mye hart is onlie fer hym。
ie realie hope dat he will qet well soon n dat he will b a hapie n cheerful person lyke b4。
he make mie cry juz nw wen he sae dat he dun even wanna eat animore n dat he wanna die after he no dat he is sick。
ie dun wan hym tu leave mie alone in dis werld n ib he is nt around, let mie qo wib hym。
baby, ie dun wan eu tu sae such tinqs animore n ie dun wan it tu happen。
ie will promise dat ie will take kare ob eu n ie realie beqqed eu tu eat n nt suffer eurself in dis way。
ib eu wanna suffer, den let mie suffer de same way as eu r qoinq thru ryte nw。
juz wanna eu tu qet well soon, b hapie n cheerful aqain lyke b4。
hais ..
no mood tu bloq, kip tinkin ob hym n cryin ryte nw :'(
mishin mye dearest hubbie so damn much !
baby no matter wat, ie sumpah demi allah ie akn ttp chyqkn eu dan hanye eu di hati ie skrq dan uat clame-lamenye。
baby pwish dun leave mie alone in dis werld n ib qod decides tu take eu away frem mie, ie will ask qod tu take mie away wib eu。
hubbie,
ily till eternity, imy lyke hell n mwuackx !
du cheer up n smile oways dear :)
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
hapie 5 mnths anniversary hubbie
hapie 5 mnths anniversary dearest hubbie :)
dear iem sowiie fer wat ie did tu eu n fer bweakinq eur hart intu pieces。
ie dun wanna hurt eu animore n dat will b de last ob it。
ie will prove tu eu dat ie will chanqe n ie realie hope dat eu ferqive mie。
baby tankx fer evelietin dat eu did fer mie n ie realie appreciate it loads。
ie realie hope dat we cn open a new book n start anew n last loonq until de end ob de werld。
ie wont lurpb anione else except fer eu n eu will oways b in mye hart。
ily till eternity, imy lyke hell n mwuackx baby。
ek[a]an lurpb till death n eternity since 160709
eka sumpah chyq aan smp maty !
he will onlie b myne n no others !
* huq2, kish2 n mwuackx2 baby *
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
hais ..
post at bloq aqain。
wtf ! ie dun even no wat ie wan ie lyfe sia !
taq qune sak aqw hdp klaw sekse owq laen。
aqw cm naq alek jb sak n pkr naq bnh diri tpi cal kwn2 aqw n baby qerl aqw, aqw taq uat keje bdh aqy。
pukimak arh !
py mati arh nan nie dunia !
hate lyfe tpi tankx tu mye baby yq ie chyq fer oways bein dere fer mie。
taq qune sak klaw aqw hdp qnie mcm !
tryin tu find a way out frem evelietin n ape yq aqw tempuhi clame nie。
klaw larh allah berikn aqw pertunjuk untk hdp dan percintaan ku。
hais ..
taqde mood sak aqw。
kene rembat tdi cal aidil spade tpi watever arh。
qaw naq maen qler nan aqw kn, qaw tqk arh hdp qaw cm ne。
aqw taq heran arh nan qaw !
AAARRRGGGHHH !!!
py mati arh sial !!!
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
sowiie fer evelietin dear
b ie no ie realie hurt eur hart so deeply n broken it intu pieces。
b iem realie sowiie bout had happen tu our relationship。
ie realie reqret wat ie hv done tu eu n nw ie realie realise dat eu realie lurpb mie so deeply wib all eur hart, will du anitin fer mie so lonq as iem hapie n eu oways wan de best fer mie, mye lyfe n our future。
realie appreciate it alot taw b n iem velie hapie n lucky tu oways hv eu wib mie by mye syde wen iem hapie n wen iem down。
tankx alot dearest :)
hubbie iem realie hapie dat we didnt even bweak n dat eu qv mie a last chanqe tu prove tu eu dat ie will chanqe n ie promise dat ie wont hurt eu animore, ie wont repeat ani ob mye mistakes aqain n ie will chanqe fer eu, myeself, us n our future。
ie hope eu will du de same fer mie。
tankx n sowiie dear fer evelietin dear, lurpb eu till eternity n mwuackx :)
ek[a]an pwoperty swear lurpb till death n eternity since 160709
Friday, December 11, 2009